For the past year i thought i found that place, that place everyone needs.
For the past year i have laughed, cried, (virtually) hugged, trusted, joked, worried, cared for, and for the most part talked with people across the world, and considered them that place everyone needs.
For the past year i have made memories i will cherish till the end of my days, i have met friends that will last a life time.
yet i feel as if i have contributed nothing for their well being, i feel selfish as i take their kindness, their charity, their words, their trust without giving back.
it makes me wonder, do they really care, or are they just putting aside their feelings so they don't upset a poor sop who gives nothing in return.
Emotions should never be bottled up, they'll eat away your sanity, your trust, your beliefs and when it comes out, it'll come out full force like a tsunami, destroying everything you know and love to smithereens, and leave you with nothing, not even the place that everyone needs.